Finding the Marine In Me

Dale and I have been going through a spiritual battle in the past four months. Ever since my mother has died the devil has been after us. In one way I am a little proud that the Devil would be after me because it tells me he thinks I am a threat to him. In another way I just wish he would go away. Dale e-mailed one of our good friends Lasana about want has been happening here. Lasana asked Dale what has God been telling us in this time. Dale informed her that God told me to find the Marine in me because we are in a battle. God also has talked to us about prayer. Dale and I have made it a point to pray. We even started a prayer meeting every morning at 8 at church so others in our church could pray. We also read the bible each morning at church. This morning we read Psalm 112

1 Praise the Lord!

How joyful are those who fear the Lord
and delight in obeying his commands.
2 Their children will be successful everywhere;
an entire generation of godly people will be blessed.
3 They themselves will be wealthy,
and their good deeds will last forever.
4 Light shines in the darkness for the godly.
They are generous, compassionate, and righteous.
5 Good comes to those who lend money generously
and conduct their business fairly.
6 Such people will not be overcome by evil.
Those who are righteous will be long remembered.
7 They do not fear bad news;
they confidently trust the Lord to care for them.
8 They are confident and fearless
and can face their foes triumphantly.
9 They share freely and give generously to those in need.
Their good deeds will be remembered forever.
They will have influence and honor.
10 The wicked will see this and be infuriated.
They will grind their teeth in anger;
they will slink away, their hopes thwarted.

It reminds us that we are not gone to be judge by what others do. We only has to worry about we do and how we live our lives. Are we living and doing the things that God want us to do?

Weekly Lectionary Readings

Proper 15 (20)
August 17, 2008

Genesis 45:1-15; Psalm 133; Romans 11:1-2, 29-32; Matthew 15:10-28

1 How wonderful and pleasant it is
when brothers live together in harmony!
2 For harmony is as precious as the anointing oil
that was poured over Aaron’s head,
that ran down his beard
and onto the border of his robe.
3 Harmony is as refreshing as the dew from Mount Hermon
that falls on the mountains of Zion.
And there the Lord has pronounced his blessing,
even life everlasting.

I realized this morning that in all the business of the last week, I forgot to at least post the readings.  I really like this passage from the Psalms.  How wonderful and pleasant it is when brothers live together in harmony.  The passage from Genesis, tells us about the reuniting of Joseph and his brothers.  Joseph said, “All is forgiven.”  There is always a certain peace when we live together without conflict.  It isn’t always easy (trust me.  I know these things.)  I do make it my goal to live in harmony with my family and friends.  Blessings…

Music Monday

Here is a short video of some of what happened at FLAME, with music by Delirious?

Home at Last

Home at last — those are wonderful words.  In addition to the 10 hour + road trip we had on Saturday.  Yesterday morning, I preached at Preston and then we took our daughter Rebecca to Southern Wesleyan University, which meant another road trip.  Under the best conditions it takes 4 1/2 hours, on our way down we were caught in traffic for almost an hour because of an accident.  In the 36 hours from 6 AM on Saturday to 12 midnight last night, Pam and I have spent 22 hours on the road.  Hopefully today, I will get some much needed rest so that I can be ready for Salvation Army tomorrow.

What I haven’t told you yet is that Saturday morning we woke up with a dead battery in the van and needed to get jumpstarted at 6:00 AM.  Several times yesterday the van didn’t want to start, so this morning we need to go out and get a new battery for the van.  Yea!

I really hope to share some stories from FLAME X.  We had a wonderful time — the worship was great — Pam enjoyed her classes.  I got to spend some quality time with my friends Wayne and Mark and others.  We met some other Wesleyan Bloggers; David and Daniel.  It was a great week and I’ll be sharing videos and pictures and stories over the next few weeks.  It’s time to go and get a new battery.  Later…

Worship Recap

August 17, 2008
14th Sunday after Pentecost

Welcome
Call to Worship
Psalm 133
Invocation
Song of Worship
My Savior’s Love (Gabriel)
Worship through Prayer
Worship through Giving
Song of Worship
He Abides (Buffum/Shanks)
Worship through God’s Word

Song of Commitment - Little is Much When God Is In It (Suffield)

Benediction

Feeding of the Five Thousand

Several weeks ago, we started a summer series called Adventures in the Gospels. What we have been doing is looking at some of Jesus’ miracles and Jesus’ teachings from the Gospel of Matthew. In my devotional reading a few weeks ago, I came across a very familiar story – one that I heard over and over again as a child – one that I have read over many times, and yet this time I saw it differently – there was some new light shed on the subject. For the next few moments, let’s look at Matthew 14:13-21. It is one of the accounts of Jesus feeding five thousand people.

13 As soon as Jesus heard the news, he left in a boat to a remote area to be alone. But the crowds heard where he was headed and followed on foot from many towns. 14 Jesus saw the huge crowd as he stepped from the boat, and he had compassion on them and healed their sick.

15 That evening the disciples came to him and said, “This is a remote place, and it’s already getting late. Send the crowds away so they can go to the villages and buy food for themselves.”

16 But Jesus said, “That isn’t necessary—you feed them.”

17 “But we have only five loaves of bread and two fish!” they answered.

18 “Bring them here,” he said. 19 Then he told the people to sit down on the grass. Jesus took the five loaves and two fish, looked up toward heaven, and blessed them. Then, breaking the loaves into pieces, he gave the bread to the disciples, who distributed it to the people. 20 They all ate as much as they wanted, and afterward, the disciples picked up twelve baskets of leftovers. 21 About 5,000 men were fed that day, in addition to all the women and children!

Verse 13 tells us that after Jesus heard the news…What news? The verses preceding the Feeding of the Five Thousand tell how John the Baptist met his death. Jesus and John the Baptist were cousins and so I’m sure that the news that John had been beheaded by Herod brought Jesus great sorrow. I don’t know about you, but when I am grieving, I want to be alone. It appears by now that Jesus has quite a following.  The crowds seem to find Him wherever He goes. Jesus gets into a boat to be alone to grieve for his cousin and probably to pray. Somehow the crowds that have been following Jesus get word of where his is going and by the time Jesus reaches his destination the crowd is already gathered. Jesus steps off the boat (probably still overwhelmed with grief) looks at the crowd, and probably wonders what to do.   Jesus has compassion on the crowd and begins to take care of their needs.

This speaks volumes about Jesus. Here Jesus is, His heart breaking from the news he received, yet instead of complaining – instead of saying woe is me – instead of making excuses – He feels compassion for the hurting and the lost and begins to heal them and to meet their needs. How often does this happen to us? We are so focused on ourselves that we completely ignore the hurting and lost around us? I ask that question not only of you, but of myself. Jesus is our great example and as Christians we need to follow His example.

How is that like us?  It’s interesting to see that in this passage at least, that Jesus is taking care of needs and not preaching to the people.  I’m sure He ministered to the people as he took care of their needs, but there is no mention of preaching.  He had compassion on the crowds and healed them — that’s all we’re told.  Maybe that’s what we need to do more often — to minister to people by having compassion on them and meeting their needs.  It’s just a thought!

Here we have a grieving Jesus and how long does He minister to the crowds? He ministers to them all day, never stopping. In fact toward the end of the day, Jesus disciples come to Jesus and tell him to disperse the crowd so they can get something to eat. From what we can gather from this passage, they were in the middle of nowhere – there were no villages around – there were no country markets like we have – there were no convenience stores. Jesus tells his disciples, “It isn’t necessary to send the crowds away. You feed them.”

I can imagine the disciples’ reaction. “We have to feed them? Does Jesus know that there are over five thousand people here? Where are we going to get food for five thousand people? Apparently they scramble around and finally find five loaves and two fish. The boy is not mentioned in this account. The disciples go back to Jesus and tell them what resources they have. They were saying, “We don’t have enough resources.”

Jesus replies to them “Bring what you have to me.”

What happens next is amazing.  Jesus blesses the resources that the disciples have and after all the people are fed (probably somewhere around 15,000 or more) there is a basket left for each of the disciples, twelve to be exact.

How often are we like that? We have the resources to meet people’s needs and we say, “All I have is five loaves and two fish.” We don’t want to give up what we have, because we don’t think it is sufficient to meet the needs. And yet as the disciples learned, God has already given us all the resources we need to take care and minister to those who are in need.

Over the last few weeks, I have discovered how rich we truly are. Working with The Salvation Army has been an eye opening experience. It is amazing to me that many people who are giving things are probably giving out of their abundance. It is amazing to me that our drop boxes can be filled up in just a couple of days and that happens week after week after week. We in America are a blessed people – we have abundant resources and we can give out of our abundance. We can meet the needs of people around us. Not only can we meet their physical needs, but we can meet their spiritual needs. I’m sure Jesus did that as he ministered to the crowd. Many times we don’t even realize that we have all the resources we need to take care of those who are needy.  The disciples didn’t — and many times we don’t. It’s in those times that we need to be obedient in bringing the resources we do have to Jesus. That’s exactly what the disciples did. Jesus said, “Bring what you have to me.” The disciples did and a great miracle occurred.  The disciples were obedient in bringing their resources to Jesus — are we just as obedient?  What happens when we bring our meager resources that we don’t think amount to much to Jesus? Think about what happened here:

  • The disciples came to Jesus to get him to send the crowds away so that they could get some food.
  • Jesus tells the disciples, “No, don’t send them away. You feed them.”
  • The disciples say, “We don’t have enough resources.”
  • Jesus response, “Bring the resources you have to me.”
  • The disciples are obedient to Jesus’ request and bring the five loaves and two fish to Jesus
  • Jesus blessed the food that is given to him.
  • The food that was given (which was all they had) was multiplied by God and 5,000 men were fed – this did not include women and children. Think how many were really fed. This was an incredible miracle.
  • Not only was every man, woman, and child fed, but there was enough left that twelve baskets were left – so God multiplied the food so that instead of feeding one disciple, it fed the whole crowd and each disciple had enough for themselves.

The more I look at this story, the more challenging it is to me – and I pray that it is challenging to you as well. So how do we apply this to our lives?

Here is my challenge from all this is:

  • Look around to the needy around you.  Ask God to give you a heart of compassion for them and minister to them.
  • You resources might not look like you could do anything to help them.  Take them to Jesus — let Him take care of increasing the resources.  I believe that if our heart is where God wants it, he will help us with our needs to minister to others needs.
  • Pick up what is left — you will find that there is more than enough left for you.

Roadtrip Pt. 2

We arrived home from Frankfort, IN about two hours ago.  Stick a fork in me…I’m done.  We stopped at WhiteCastle on the way home.  It was a family request.  Rebecca took a few pictures of the trip home that I will share later.  Friday’s post will be postponed until Monday afternoon, along with Sunday’s regular posts.  Tomorrow we have another roadtrip, taking our daughter back to college, so my blog will remain neglected for a few days.   Blessings…

An Unexpected Blogging Break

We are currently on the campus of the Indiana Central District Conference Center of the Wesleyan Church.  We are attending FLAME X, but I have been kept very busy.  Therefore I havn’t been able to blog.  I’ll be writing more once we get home.  And I’m sure there will be pictures.  Blessings.

Live from FLAME X

I’ve just finished a four hour rehearsal with the FLAME X Band.  We have a great band this year and their locations span the United States.  The reason the rehearsal is so long on the first night is that we have to come to an agreement on the arrangements.  The students have been arriving all day and I have renewed aquaintances and made some new friends.

We had our first official ceremony today and here is the video from that.

It’s late, so it’s time to get to bed.  We have an early sound check/rehearsal in the morning.

Road Trip

This morning we began a 10 1/2 hour roadtrip.  We are going to participate at FLAME X.  This FLAME is the largest gathering of the year and I have been asked to lead worship.  Pam will be taking two classes; Intro to Homiletics (Preaching) and Wesleyan History and Discipline.  One of the places that I have wanted to eat is Skyline Chili (It’s a Cincinatti thing.)  We were in Dayton and stopped and ate there.  Just outside Indianapolis, we ran into some road construction, but now we are here — setting up and preparing for the student’s arrival.  I’ll be sharing pictures and videos throughout the week.  Blessings….